I still enjoy writing very much but I am so busy that everytime I write I am too sleepy or it seems meaningless.
I have so many draft posts. I started writing about the cruise and got sad. I keep trying to write about leaving cosplay but it seems too full of the ugly side of the hobby and not enough of the positives of leaving. Because the true positives are a result of leaving the ugly. So I can't talk about the good without the bad.
So many posts.
Good things are happening. The short being I am a lot happier. I still find life pointless but I am trucking along better.